Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Blue is my favorite color.... but not today.



I am in one of my colorful moods -blue, red and green. Yeah… I am sad, angry and jealous.
I wish someone would spare some time to ask me what is causing me these mixed emotions. I know it is a very busy world out there and no one have the time to ponder over their own feelings and emotions.
Am sad since I don’t have anyone to trust and belong to.
Am angry because I don’t get to be me but to remain a puppet.
Am jealous as everyone around me seems to be happy in spite of their problems.

Being composed is one thing…. Composing oneself is a different plane altogether
Smiling from soul is one thing… Smiling just with lips is another dimension
Taking the beaten road is one thing, taking the road less travelled is another… Journeying through a non-existent road is where I’m treading on.

Even now I’m wondering why I write this on the blog… but can’t help crying out for peace for my heart that’s in pieces.